I ended things 4 days after my previous post . We had a fun weekend planned with lots of socialising, but he was late on Friday evening due to a heavy one the previous night. I spent the weekend being extra bubbling (it’s rare I have 1 social event at the weekend; let-alone 3!) and he spent the weekend being hungover, on a come-down and generally ill. Sunday was a sad day with lots of tears. We took the following week as a ‘break’ to help with the sadness, but as the weekend approached, it was becoming more and more evident it was the right decision. Also receiving a 100% response rate of, ‘Well done, you did the right thing’ showed me it was for the best.
This weekend we decided to meet. I wanted to finalise our break and have some closure; I also thought it would be good for him to know where I stood, no matter how heart breaking it was bound to be for him.
How wrong I was.
It was tricky seeing him again (he looked irritatingly gorgeous) and John Legend’s ‘All of Me’ came on in the cafe – you really couldn’t make this up!
What I was wrong about was how he responded. Part of me wished he’d have made promises to change. I knew I wouldn’t have accepted them, and the text the previous Sunday about how he’d do anything for me was clearly a load of bollocks, but he just accepted the end of the relationship. It’s just another indication of how he isn’t my Prince Charming.